wednesday now. so fast. and i have to backtrack again. it seems like the holidays are going by too quickly. and im not doing any work! this is getting irritating. my stupid lazy habit. how to kick it. haii. computer partly to blame for my laziness. but at the end i can only blame myself. as usual.
hm monday. i reached orchard at 2. quite disappointing lar. our group outing in the end only 3 of us came. oh well. how lose a guy in 10 days wasnt bad! the stuff that she did to the guy were really bad. now i wanna watch my sassy girl. sara said that they're comparable! haha. muz go watchh.. hmm. after the movie gerard left in a hurry dunno go where. and sara came to join us with her friend. haha. quite funny lar. like a crazy bunch of ppl. eating the noodles. sending her friend off to chem tuition. the rose which i placed in the mailbox. craziness. lifted up the mood for the day. =). no work done.
tues. perhaps my most productive day. i slept at 2.. woke up at 11.45. ate my lunch and fell back asleep. after i woke up. 3.45. i went to church. did one geog qn and half my maths common test2001. which is HARD. and i forgot all my stuff and i couldnt spot anything. oh well. rusty old me. after i gave up. jo tee and zhixian wanted to play ball. so i followed them lar. quite fun lar. although i was only wearing slippers. shooting. dribbling. my lousy bball skills. nice running though. i missed oppotunities to 'shang' lar. buden dunwan lose face. in the end also dun help my team. oh well. its juz a game of bball. not my cup of tea. i prefer.. soccer!=). work done. at least. at night i started to prepare for my worship for sat. im leading. i need. inspiration. oh well. at least got a whole list of songs. hope God would guide me through this=).
today. i woke up half dead. but going to play soccer in sin ming so i managed to drag myself up. quite fun lar to play. was playing my lousy self dribbling and misfiring like a lousy player i am. played from 9.30 to 3+ madness. although had a super long break in btw.. but still muscle ache siah. not fit. wut to do. i need to be fitter! haha. at the end was quite fun. was quite inspired firing at all cylinders. getting some gd shots off. not scoring though. chngkiat was in fine scoring form i muz add. hahaa. later i kena bumped by some big fella into the wall. knocked some wind outta me. and that was my soccer for the day. haiyah. ppl small also wanna bully. oh well. even if i was bigger i would still fly into the wall lar. next time maybe ill grow bigger. and play with him more fairly. im still a small boy at 16=). skinny and frail. oh well. im blabbering away. after that had prata house lunch at 4! which was really nice.=) catching up with romo. heh. fun day. come home slack. online and strumming on my guitar. after playing so long im still so lousy. oh well. improve!! hahaha.
i read two pieces of inspirational stuff today. both shown to me by sara. first was about some guy who had cancer and about his blog and how he dedicated his life to all his frens family pastor and stuff. which was really really nice. i guess for some. things like these have to happen. suffering brings out the best and worse in our characters. only when we're helpless do we realize who our true frens are and who we can depend on. and we also would have a more open mindset about life. how some things suddenly become less impt in an instant. im trying hard to do that without the hardship. but apparently. its impossible. life works that way. he talks about God's guidance. which is really stunning in teh manner in which he trusts God totally. and he's only 16. and yet so mature. amazing.
the other was a totally diff thing. i will not reveal any details about it. but one thing to know and to take note of is that trust is a very impt thing and it cannot be flouted=). nv backstab ppl. and that's all i have to say about that.
so remember when we were driving driving in ur car.
speed so fast. i felt i was drunk.
city lights lay out before us.
and ur arm felt nice around my shoulder
and i had the feeling that i belonged.
and i had the feeling i could be someone. be someone. be someone.
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